Two of Swords
Self-induced Ignorance
The Two of swords Deciphered
While it may seem like there’s a lot going on your life, it’s really all perception. Most of the things you’ve been taking on is to separate yourself from having to be faced with the truth. All day you stay busy and at night you burn the midnight oil, so you don’t have to think about what is to come.
There’s only so long you can act like the status-quo hasn’t changed. There may be a conversation waiting to be had that you’re avoiding. Something is telling you that something isn’t right, but you are ignoring it. Grief maybe seeking validation, but you won’t take a minute to hear it out. Stagnancy leads to tension, choose how you will approach this subject and surrender.
In the smallest form the two of swords is your willing ignorance to avoid the mental upheaval reality will cause. You are ignoring your intuition, the tension or a conflict. You could be turning you back on someone or refusing to reconcile due to a battle with your own ego.
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If you don’t look at the horrors of reality, maybe it never happened. The hair raised on your spine tells you that there is something not right, and the facts aren’t lining up.
So you distract yourself with everything else in your world. Acting as if you are too busy to look at the mess that is plaguing you; tormenting the voice in the back of your mind. When the day slows into night and all is quiet, is when you hear it the loudest.
Is there an indicator that someones’ loyalty to you could be torn, fabricated or Dramatized?
Right now is a critical point in time that you can use to face whatever fears you may have. Remove the blindfold and look at the truth head on. You’re only stuck as long as you feel like avoiding the reality here. It’s not a hard light to see if you open your eyes.
The Two of Swords Reversed
This is not what not the ugliness you needed to be looking at. Due to the constant aversion to the truth you are finding your stuck standing toe to toe with a monster. If you’d paid him mind, you would have seen him stalking you for hours in your state.
You’d think with all your paranoia, terror and anxiety that you would be hyper vigilante. This was something pulled directly from under your feet when you were waiting and watching your skies fall. This could have been avoided.
There could be some internal conflict, which has affected your well-being causing you to disassociate from the situation. You have shell-shock; your insides feel hollow, echoing with the vibrations of a ringing gong.
